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The Moon of the Empire is Courting Me

16 - Southbound

By the morning of their departure, the Bellafonte townhouse no longer looked as though anyone lived there.

It looked as though someone had emptied half of Evelina into trunks.

Aurelian stood near the foot of the staircase and watched another wooden traveling chest carried through the front doors by two footmen. It joined the growing collection already being secured to the luggage carriage outside.

Most of their belongings had been packed the previous evening.

The additional trunks were another matter entirely.

They contained gifts.

Far too many gifts.

Aurelian had arrived in the capital with clothes, books, correspondence from Bellafonte, and enough nervousness to sustain him through an entire social season.

He was leaving with porcelain, preserves, tea, books, embroidered linens, several bottles of wine Snyder had accepted from merchants, and enough carefully wrapped packages to suggest they had spent the season collecting tribute.

Marquise Beaumont had sent a final assortment from her estate the previous afternoon.

Two bottles of fruit cordial had been packed inside a padded wooden case alongside several jars of preserves prepared from fruits grown in her gardens. There was also a small painted box for Carina and a collection of pressed flowers from Beaumont’s grounds that had been arranged beneath glass.

Aurelian had protested that it was far too much.

Marquise Beaumont had apparently anticipated the complaint.

Her note had included a single line informing him that refusing gifts after they had already reached his residence would be considerably ruder than accepting them.

Lady Lockwood had agreed.

The gifts were now packed.

The Primrose household had contributed just as enthusiastically.

Lady Florence had sent several tins of tea along with a small bundle of correspondence regarding southern trade and the possibility of acquiring more Bellafonte blends in the future. Isabelle and Katerina had included ribbons and sweets, while Cecily had carefully wrapped a narrow bookmark embroidered with small primrose blossoms.

That gift had gone into Aurelian’s personal case rather than the trunks.

He did not trust luggage handlers with it.

Countess D’Aubrey had sent something entirely different.

An almond cake sat in a wooden traveling box lined with paper and cloth, accompanied by strict instructions that it was to be eaten before they reached Bellafonte.

The countess had apparently decided southern journeys were dangerous places in which people might forget to eat.

Alongside the cake had been a small silver bird pin.

The wings had been spread delicately, the feathers etched so finely that Aurelian had spent several minutes turning it beneath the light.

Her accompanying note had instructed him to wear it sometime.

Not immediately.

Not necessarily in Evelina.

Simply sometime, so that she might hear through gossip that her bird had escaped south.

Aurelian had laughed when he read it.

The pin was now secured inside a velvet-lined case tucked into his traveling bag.

He had been unexpectedly touched by all of it.

The gifts themselves were lovely.

It was the thought behind them that unsettled him.

When he had first arrived in Evelina, almost no one outside existing Bellafonte connections had known his name.

Now noble households were sending things south with him.

Even Marquis Adrian Leister had written.

The letter had arrived the day before.

It had been characteristically elegant and restrained, wishing Aurelian and his family a safe journey and expressing regret that Adrian had been unable to visit personally before their departure.

He had written that he hoped Bellafonte would receive Aurelian warmly after the chaos of the capital and that he looked forward to renewing their acquaintance when Aurelian returned.

Aurelian had found the letter thoughtful.

It was now packed with his other personal correspondence.

“Another one?”

Aurelian looked toward his mother.

Carina stood beside an open trunk while Vincente inspected the contents.

“A final case from the Primrose estate,” Aurelian said.

Carina closed her eyes briefly.

“We are going to require a second estate simply to store everything you acquired this season.”

“I did not ask for any of it.”

“That has never prevented anyone from giving you things.”

Aurelian could not dispute that.

Vincente lowered the trunk lid.

“This one is ready.”

Aurelian watched him secure the clasps.

The sound seemed strangely final.

Beyond the open doors, their carriages waited along the street. Horses shifted beneath their harnesses. Footmen carried the last cases outside while Snyder discussed the road conditions with the coachman.

Everything had been prepared.

They were going home.

For weeks, Aurelian had dreamed about precisely that.

Quiet mornings.

Warm southern air.

Fields stretching beyond the Bellafonte estate.

His horse.

His garden.

His own writing desk.

Yet standing in the nearly emptied townhouse, he found that the thought of leaving had become more complicated than he expected.

A knock sounded at the door.

Aurelian turned.

Lady Lockwood entered without ceremony.

She was dressed in silver gray, her gloves already fastened and her expression as composed as ever.

Aurelian smiled.

“My lady.”

“Lord Bellafonte.”

She surveyed the front hall.

Her gaze moved across the trunks, servants, gifts, and open doors.

“You appear prepared.”

“My mother has ensured it.”

“I expected nothing less.”

Aurelian joined her near the sitting room.

For once, Lady Lockwood carried no invitations.

No schedule.

No list of names he was expected to memorize.

The absence felt strange.

She looked at him for several moments before speaking.

“When you first arrived in Evelina, almost no one knew who you were.”

Aurelian shifted slightly.

“I remember.”

“You were poorly prepared for noble society, uncertain of yourself, and convinced every mistake would become a permanent scandal.”

“Some nearly did.”

“Several.”

He gave her a resigned look.

Lady Lockwood continued.

“Yet you adapted.”

Aurelian glanced toward the packed trunks.

“I am not certain that is the word I would use.”

“It is the word I am using.”

He smiled faintly.

She studied him with the same critical attention she had given him throughout the season.

“You entered the capital as an unknown southern baron. You are leaving as one of the most discussed men of the season.”

Aurelian exhaled through his nose.

“That still sounds somewhat threatening.”

“It should.”

Her expression softened by a degree.

“But you did well.”

The words were simple.

That made them matter more.

Aurelian lowered his head.

“Thank you.”

Lady Lockwood inclined hers.

“You remained yourself.”

Aurelian looked back at her.

“There were people here who would have preferred otherwise.”

“Yes.”

She glanced briefly toward the street.

“You will encounter more of them.”

Aurelian understood.

Then Lady Lockwood looked back at him.

“Remember what you learned here without allowing Evelina to convince you that everything about Bellafonte must change.”

His expression softened.

“I will.”

“I expect you back in winter.”

Aurelian sighed.

“So I have been told.”

Lady Lockwood almost smiled.

“You will survive.”

“I suppose that is encouraging.”

Their conversation ended there.

It felt appropriate.

Lady Lockwood had never required many words to make herself understood.

Aurelian bowed to her more deeply than etiquette demanded.

“Thank you for everything you have done for me.”

For a moment, Lady Lockwood said nothing.

Then she reached forward and adjusted the edge of his coat collar.

It was already straight.

Aurelian knew that.

So did she.

“Return safely, Lord Bellafonte.”

“I will.”

Another carriage drew up outside shortly afterward.

Varian and Evelyne arrived together.

Aurelian had expected them.

That did not make the sight of them easier.

Varian entered first, dressed more casually than usual, while Evelyne followed carrying a small wrapped parcel.

They greeted Snyder and Carina before joining Aurelian near the sitting room.

Varian glanced around the emptied space.

“So it is truly happening.”

Aurelian nodded.

“Yes.”

Varian looked toward the carriages.

“The Argent Aile will be devastated.”

Aurelian stared at him.

Varian’s mouth curved.

“You suggested kindness was respectable. They may never recover.”

“That was not precisely what I said.”

“It was close enough.”

Aurelian shook his head, though he smiled.

The humor faded naturally.

Varian held out his hand.

Aurelian looked at it.

Then stepped forward and embraced him instead.

Varian stiffened in surprise.

Only for a moment.

Then he returned it.

The embrace was firm but brief, Varian clapping one hand against Aurelian’s back before they separated.

“Write,” Varian said.

“I will.”

“No essays about grain storage.”

“I make no promises.”

That earned a quiet laugh.

Evelyne stepped forward next.

Her farewell was gentler.

She handed him the wrapped parcel.

“For the road.”

Aurelian looked at her.

“You brought something too?”

“It is only a book.”

He smiled immediately.

“That is hardly only anything.”

He carefully loosened the paper.

Inside was a slim novel bound in green cloth.

Aurelian turned it over in his hands.

“I thought you might enjoy something you have not already read,” Evelyne said.

“Thank you.”

He closed the book and held it against his chest before opening his free arm.

Evelyne stepped into the embrace willingly.

She was smaller than him, as most people were, and Aurelian bent slightly so he would not force her awkwardly against his shoulder.

Her hands rested gently against his back.

The hug lingered several seconds longer than Varian’s had.

When Evelyne pulled away, her eyes looked suspiciously bright.

“You will return,” she said.

“This winter, apparently.”

“Yes.”

She gave him a knowing look.

“And do not expect the rumors to remain in Evelina when you leave.”

Aurelian’s shoulders fell.

“I had hoped distance might kill them.”

“It will not.”

Varian looked amused.

Aurelian decided not to encourage him.

Another voice sounded near the entrance.

“Aurelian?”

He knew that one immediately.

Echo stood just inside the doorway.

She wore pale yellow.

For some reason, that made his chest tighten.

Perhaps because it reminded him of the beginning.

Of the woman who had first appeared at the Bellafonte townhouse with absolute confidence that she could prevent him from embarrassing himself.

She carried a flat package wrapped in cream paper.

Aurelian stared at it.

“Not you too.”

Echo raised one eyebrow.

“I can leave with it.”

“No.”

He approached her quickly.

Echo smiled.

“I thought so.”

She held the package out with both hands.

Aurelian accepted it carefully.

It was heavier than he expected.

“What is it?”

“Open it.”

He peeled back the paper.

Inside was a leather-bound journal.

The leather was dark brown, smooth and soft with age despite clearly being new. Fine gold tooling decorated the edges of the cover, simple enough not to appear extravagant.

A small sunflower had been pressed into the leather near the bottom corner.

Aurelian went very still.

He traced it with the pad of his thumb.

Then opened the cover.

The pages were thick.

Cream-colored.

Unlined.

Perfect for poetry.

Or stories.

Or anything else he might finally gather the courage to write.

On the inside cover, Echo had written only a few words.

For whatever you decide deserves to be written.

Aurelian read the line twice.

When he looked up, Echo was watching him carefully.

“You remembered.”

“You talk about writing more than you realize.”

Aurelian closed the journal gently.

“It is beautiful.”

“I thought you would like something practical.”

He ran his hand over the cover again.

“It may be the best gift I received.”

Echo’s expression softened.

“That is saying quite a bit considering the mountain currently being loaded onto your carriage.”

Aurelian laughed quietly.

Then he looked at her.

“Thank you.”

“For the journal?”

“For everything.”

Echo stilled.

Aurelian held the journal against his chest.

“When we met, I was terrified of this city.”

“You hid it poorly.”

“I know.”

His smile faded into something more sincere.

“You helped me when you did not have to.”

Echo glanced down.

“You made it interesting.”

“That does not sound like a compliment.”

“It is the best you are getting.”

Aurelian stepped closer.

“I mean it, Echo.”

She finally looked at him.

“Guiding you gave me something meaningful to focus on,” she admitted. “But I think Lady Lockwood was right about one thing.”

“Only one?”

Echo ignored that.

“I need to decide what I want now.”

“For yourself.”

“Yes.”

Aurelian smiled.

“I hope you do.”

Echo’s mouth trembled before she managed a smile of her own.

Then Aurelian placed the journal aside on a nearby table and opened his arms.

Echo stared at him.

“Oh, no.”

“You gave me a farewell gift.”

“That does not require crushing me.”

“I have never crushed you.”

“You are enormous.”

“Echo.”

She sighed.

Then walked directly into his arms.

Aurelian wrapped them around her carefully.

The hug was different from the others.

Tighter.

Longer.

Echo initially rested her hands against his sides, as though still considering whether to object.

Then her arms slid around him fully.

Aurelian felt her face press briefly against his chest.

He lowered his chin lightly against the top of her head.

Neither spoke for several moments.

The townhouse around them seemed unusually quiet.

Servants continued moving outside.

Harnesses jingled.

A carriage wheel shifted against the road.

But inside the room, the season seemed to shrink into the space between them.

Echo had been there almost from the beginning.

She had watched every mistake.

Every panic.

Every small victory.

She had been the first friend Evelina gave him.

When she finally pulled away, she immediately straightened the front of his coat.

Aurelian smiled.

“You are fixing something that is not crooked.”

“I know.”

Her eyes looked damp.

She ignored that too.

“The king’s birthday celebration is this winter.”

Aurelian groaned quietly.

Echo pointed at him.

“You will attend.”

“The journey north in winter may be difficult.”

“Prepare early.”

“There could be snow.”

“Then leave earlier.”

Aurelian sighed.

Echo narrowed her eyes.

“I have no intention of explaining to Duchess Vaelmont that you decided not to come.”

Aurelian’s face warmed.

“I doubt Her Grace would require an explanation from you.”

The others became noticeably quiet.

Echo stared at him for a moment.

“You truly are impossible.”

“What?”

“Nothing.”

Aurelian frowned.

Before he could ask, one of the footmen approached.

“My lord, there is a royal messenger outside.”

Aurelian’s attention shifted immediately.

“A royal messenger?”

The man entered moments later in palace livery.

He carried a single envelope.

Aurelian recognized the seal before the messenger reached him.

Dark blue wax.

A silver moon.

His heartbeat gave one hard, strange beat.

The messenger bowed.

“Baron Bellafonte. A personal message from Duchess Vaelmont.”

Aurelian accepted it carefully.

“Thank you.”

“Her Grace asked that it be delivered before your departure.”

Aurelian looked down at the envelope.

That detail made something warm stir inside his chest.

“Please extend my gratitude to Her Grace.”

“I will, my lord.”

The messenger departed.

Aurelian became aware of the silence behind him.

He turned.

Everyone was watching.

He frowned.

“Surely none of you intend to stand there while I read this.”

No one moved.

Aurelian sighed and stepped several paces away.

He broke the seal.

The letter was brief.

He expected nothing else from the duchess.

Lord Aurel,

Travel safely.

I have not forgotten your invitation to Bellafonte.

I hope you have not either.

— Lady Sera

Aurelian stared at the page.

Then he read it again.

She remembered.

Not merely their conversations at the palace.

Not the bookstore.

Not their dance.

The invitation.

The ridiculous invitation he had extended the first night they met, when he had not known who she was and had casually told one of the most powerful women in the empire that she ought to travel south and see his home.

He had repeated it later.

He had meant it both times.

His thumb moved slowly over the edge of the paper.

Something softened across his face.

He smiled.

It was not the nervous smile he usually wore when embarrassed.

Nor the polite one he had spent weeks perfecting for social gatherings.

It was quiet.

Warm.

Entirely unguarded.

Aurelian did not notice.

Everyone else did.

Varian looked toward Evelyne.

Evelyne looked toward Echo.

Echo slowly folded her arms.

Lady Lockwood said nothing.

Carina, who had entered halfway through, watched her son with a remarkably patient expression.

Aurelian finally looked up.

The room was silent.

“What?”

Echo shook her head.

“Nothing.”

He narrowed his eyes.

“You are doing that again.”

“Doing what?”

“Looking at me strangely.”

“No one is looking at you strangely.”

Everyone was.

Aurelian glanced back at the letter.

His smile returned faintly.

“I was only reading.”

“Of course,” Evelyne said.

Aurelian folded the page carefully.

Precisely.

Then, rather than placing it with his other correspondence, he slipped it inside his coat.

Echo’s eyes followed the motion.

She said nothing. That somehow made it worse.

Vincente entered shortly afterward.

“My lord, the carriage is ready.”

Aurelian looked toward the open doors.

Snyder was already outside, Carina gathered her gloves, and the last trunk had been secured.

There was no reason to remain.

And yet Aurelian hesitated.

He looked around the townhouse.

When they arrived, it had merely been Bellafonte property in the capital.

A convenient residence.

Nothing more.

Now every room seemed to carry memories.

Echo correcting him near the fireplace.

Varian laughing from one of the chairs.

Evelyne sitting quietly with tea and a book.

Lady Lockwood spreading invitations across the table and judging them as though they were military threats.

Vincente appearing with impeccable timing whenever Aurelian required rescuing.

He had wanted to escape Evelina almost from the moment he arrived.

Now leaving felt strangely like losing something.

Varian approached first.

“Safe journey.”

Aurelian nodded.

“Thank you.”

Evelyne embraced him once more, shorter this time.

“Winter.”

“Yes.”

Echo came forward last.

Aurelian did not make her suffer through another long goodbye.

He simply hugged her again.

This one was brief but firm.

Her fingers caught lightly against the back of his coat.

“Come back,” she murmured.

“I will.”

“In winter.”

Aurelian sighed against her hair.

“Yes, Echo.”

She released him.

Lady Lockwood offered her hand.

Aurelian took it.

She squeezed his fingers once before letting go.

“Do not undo all my work while you are gone.”

“I will attempt not to.”

“That is not sufficiently reassuring.”

It was the closest she came to a farewell joke.

Aurelian smiled.

Then he stepped outside.

The morning was cool.

The air lacked Bellafonte’s familiar warmth, but the southern road waited beyond the city gates.

Aurelian climbed into the carriage with his parents.

Vincente would ride in the next.

The door closed.

As the carriage began moving, Aurelian looked through the window.

Varian raised one hand.

Evelyne stood beside him.

Echo waved.

Lady Lockwood remained perfectly composed.

Aurelian lifted his own hand until the townhouse disappeared behind the corner.

The carriage moved through Evelina.

Past cafés, bookstores.

Past fountains and pale stone buildings.

Past streets that had once seemed impossible to navigate.

Aurelian watched everything.

When he arrived, the noise had overwhelmed him.

He had longed for Bellafonte’s wide roads and sunflower fields.

He had counted the days until he could leave.

Now the city gates approached too quickly.

His hand moved beneath his coat.

He felt the folded letter there.

Aurelian looked toward the distant palace.

He wondered whether she was there.

Perhaps overseeing training.

Perhaps buried beneath royal duties.

Perhaps already occupied enough that the few lines she had sent him that morning should not have mattered as much as they did.

But they did.

The carriage passed beneath the gates.

Evelina began to recede behind them.

Aurelian turned in his seat and watched through the rear window.

The capital grew smaller. White stone became pale shapes. The palace spires remained visible longest.

Aurelian had expected relief.

He felt some.

He was going home.

Back to warm air and red earth, gardens and horses. To his father’s fields and his own quiet routines.

Yet beneath the relief sat something else.

A pull.

Something he had not felt when entering the capital.

He had people here now.

Friends.

Mentors.

Memories.

And somewhere behind them was Duchess Seraphina Vaelmont.

Aurelian rested his fingers over the letter inside his coat.

Winter had always seemed distant from Bellafonte.

For the first time, he found himself looking forward to it.

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